the meeting

so we had a meeting/briefing...... man my family really likes meetings....... and they really love the sound of their own voices.... goddamn it eh......

behind the scenes

the pay-la-mine

today ladies and gentlemen we will be looking at the setting up of jenny's pelamin, happened on saturday, 24th feb 2007

im back

Im back in Brunei.... was too short of atrip this time round in singapore.... Mebe cause i didnt get to go shopping that much... hahaha... i love my shopping..... hahaha.......

So now back to the hustle and bustle of life here. Well its Brunei, not much hustle or bustle, but since Jennys wedding is coming up I guess im gonna be busy..... I can feel the climax building up....

Another thing is that, ProjecTunes has got some more recording and releasing to do. I was so surprised to hear the comments of so many people with our new stuff, its so inspiring.... inspiring and motivating us to actually get our asses into gear.... Bruneians actually wanna hear our stuff... what... even buy it... WOW. So thats in the near near future I hope....

But I was saddened to hear some really negative comments, I guess some people just arent happy unless they bring everyone else down... and SHE is a friend.... I wont mention names, but its a SHE.... ku pikir ia ani kawan... ani kan membunuh kami terpulang..... I feel like I wanna.....

AND SHAKE YOU, WHILE ASKING 'APA MASALAH MU ANIKAN, MACAMTAH KO LAWA JUA, MACAMTAH KO NDA FUCKED UP BERABIS, YANG KO KAN KACAU HIDUP ORANG!!!!'

oh well... nevermind. You not gonna bring us down. one voice in the midst of many will not be given the power!!!!!

we gonna keep doing what we be doing negrew.... u aint bringing us down. and next time i see u, U wont realise that I am hating u inside, and I will be extra extra nice, so that I can find out something u dont want me to find out and dont worry I will use it to my advantage.

ok fine, maybe not, but I feel better now. I wish you all the best.... cause with the way u be acting, you aint getting no where quick.... good luck cause u'll be lying in our dust and wondering what happened......

good vibrations

Good Vibrations Festival, man, was FANTASTIC, the energy, the environment..... I loved it!!!!RAMAIkan..... ok fine, hello im BRUNEIAN!!!! We usually dont have anything like this back home. everyone was dancing and just having a really good time, it helps that there was heaps and heaps of alchohol, but hey.... hehehe... everyone was having a good time..... surprise surprise, mana ada orang bekelahi.... unbloodybelievable people were drinking, having a great time and nobody was fighting......

yasz me and nas

So this time round, I got to meet Yasz's cousin Nas, who drove down all the way from KL. Nice guy..... Another LIBRA!!!!! 8th October. PATUTTAH GENG! hahaha But you know what i realised......

my cousin is really goodlooking

so is yasz's cousin

so yasz we should seriously think about pooling our resources, and selling the both of them... make lotsa money babe. hahaha

i finally have a picture with YANI.... yay!!!!!!

Got to hang out with some really cool people........

bored

Im such a dumb ass..... after spending the whole night in between packing, transfering all my stuff from my old laptop to my new 120GB hard drive so I can transfer it to my new laptop.... what do I do, I leave it in BRUNEI.... TALUR tah banar!!!! So ive had to download stuff off the net, even songs and stuff cause i so have nothing better to do... HELLO all the shops are closed, I dont have a car.... blah blah blah

Went to ZOUK last night to watch FATMAN SCOOP... wat a bloody disappointment... all he did was play 20 secs of each song.... Mebe if he had started earlier... Im not saying i didnt EN-JOY.... but ud start dancing n den, he stops the music. ok fine mebe i dont have the right frame of mind and my feet were killing me.....

oh oh... found another fantatsic blog.......... http://absolutcrudites.blogspot.com/ its so gross, chockful of the swear words, and rude words... so rude and crude.... I LOVE IT....

they even have a DICTIONARY. Amazing eh hehehe....... go read it... tapi if any of uz yg inda tahan reading shocking stuff janganlah.... (eksen tu krg, dbaca jua, tapi i wont tell anyone.... shhhhhh)

Im waiting for bloody yasz, syaheed, nas to turn up..... BITCHES take so bloody long..... hahaha.............. so we can go to

heres hoping its good........

AMAZING

just read http://memoirsofapoklen.com, their latest post is so funny. You gotta check it out. But I agree with the names dudes. the kids nowadays man their teachers have to take a major in deciphering complicated names and how to pronounce them. Its a bit crazy. Does it mean that if u have more then 5 names before your dads name ure cool? Hello, the parents wanted those names for themselves.....

But apart from really long ass names, has anyone noticed the lack of respect these kids have for their elders.... MAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNN. In the words of RUSSELL PETERS, just hit your kids. OK OK, Im not talking bout child abuse people, RELAX!!!!! But we all were hit growing up and it scared the shit out of us... kana maraki mata ja, diam tarus kali ah, cause we knew we were so gonna get it at home..... and thats all part of discipline, jus smack em on their hands, or raise ur voice, I prefer to put disobedient kids in a corner, face em to the wall, and ignore them....... PS make sure ure doing something really fun so they feel they missing out. hahaha....

Some kids are really great, but some seriously, they need a little....... well u know what i mean...

kids in school pun, they r not allowed to be punished... AT ALL... so they dont learn anything they jus do what they wanna do..... its crazy.... We all look back and laugh when we think bout what we used to go through in our childhood....

HELLO... you are looking at the master of the 'featherduster tap dance'.... you all know it...

you know when ur mum loses it takes out the bulu ayam and starts trying to hit ur feet... and remember trying to avoid it... hahaha... thats what im talking about... hahaha.... the featherduster tap dance....

CUPID

VALENTINES DAY....... The day where lovers and couples hold hands and have dinner and express there undying love for each other..... Inevitably, everyone will receive roses, chocolates, teddy bears, blah blah blah......

Alot of us always associate LOVE with cupid. Songs, poems, novels even research papers mention either LOVE or CUPID himself...... Mr Matchmaker extraodinaire....But did ever hear of PSYCHE... man even Cupid wants to get it on kali ah.... Kesian la, imagine, years and years hes in charge of getting people together, watching people fall inlove so they also can GET IT ON!!!! But not to worry, he himself is selfish sometimes.....

TA-DAAAAAAAAAAAAA......

Psyche's quest to win back Cupid's love when it is lost to her first appears in The Golden Ass of Lucius Apuleius in the 2nd century AD. Psyche is a princess so beautiful that the goddess Venus becomes jealous. In revenge, she instructs her son Cupid to make her fall in love with a hideous monster; but instead he falls in love with her himself. He becomes her unseen husband, visiting her only at night. Psyche disobeys his orders not to attempt to look at him, and in doing so she loses him. In her search for him she undertakes a series of cruel and difficult tasks set by Venus in the hope of winning him back. Cupid can eventually no longer bear to witness her suffering or to be apart from her and pleads their cause to the gods. Psyche becomes an immortal and the lovers are married in heaven

ON THE FLIP SIDE

What do us singletons do on VALENTINES DAY, or as we like to say V-Day, ok fine, HAPPY VD people. THat was funny what... being purile and immature is part of humor too lah. Anyways....

Id like to thank my friends, married, with boyfriends, girlfriends... They always make us feel alot better by saying, VALENTINES is for everyone, LOVE for ur friends and family too, den they leave us at home so they can go on their dates... hahaha.... I am not griping, its just funny....

Me and Denise from RAINFOREST GALLERY, (she got some really kewl jewellry, murah somemore) were laughing bout it yesterday. Hehehe. How if u dont go out as a couple, you go out as a group to laugh at these couples.... But some of these couples really make such effort to go out and 'CELEBRATE' their love, tapi they spend more time talking to the waiter then to each other..... what would u do in that situation?

But yeah I spent VALENTINES DAY alone at home watching DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES.... Whatever, I had a good time......

PS: go check out RAINFOREST GALLERY, the accessories there are beautiful and AFFORDABLE, and if u wanna take some painting lessons can also and they sell art supplies too. Just go up the staircase next to MAMIH d Qlap. Turn right at the very top, its the 3rd shop I think. Go check it out......

TEMPLATE

the past few days been trying to do research bout HTMLing my blog, changing the template, blah blah blah..... payah beh.... Its all so confusing... funny shit.....

So im guessing I wont be posting anything proper until i get this down....

pc or mac

one of the questions that everyone wonders about... PC or MAC.... MAC users will always push for their power books G4 la, G apa la..... But I will stay faithful to my PC... hehehe, cause im too bloody lazy to belajar how to use the MAC.... but damn its pretty and that u very rarely do u get viruses.... hmmm... But you cant use so many programs that U normally use on the pc.... So thats my take on the whole issue....

So I have to replace my acer aspire 5560.... sorry baby but my brother wants you now... and Ive been looking at this....

CHENG CHENG CHENG

the dell XPS 1210

but this baby looks cool too.... but mahal beh and i heard its a difficult to use... OH WELL....

lemme introduce the new man in my life......

The Dell XPS M1210 is a new 12.1-inch screen portable laptop that features the Intel Core Duo processor, rotating 1.3MP web camera, built-in EVDO and an nVidia Go 7400 graphics card.

Dell XPS M1210 Specs (bolded blue options indicate review unit config where appropriate):
Processor Options:
Intel Core Duo Processor T2600 (2.16GHz/667MHz FSB/2MB Cache)
Intel Core Duo Processor T2500 (2GHz/667MHz FSB/2MB Cache)
Intel Core Duo Processor T2400 (1.83GHz/667MHz FSB/2MB Cache)
Intel Core Duo Processor T2300E (1.66GHz/667MHz FSB/2MB Cache)
Screen: 12.1" WXGA (Widescreen 1280x800) display with TrueLife (glossy display)
Memory Options: 512MB - 4GB (667MHz DDR2 SDRAM) (1.00GB in review unit)
Hard drive: 60GB - 120GB @ 5400 RPM or 60GB - 100GB @ 7200RPM (100GB @ 7200RPM hard drive in review unit)
Video Graphics Options:
Intel Graphics Media Accelerator 950 (with up to 256MB of shared memory)
256MB NVIDIA GeForce Go 7400 TurboCache (64MB/ up to 192MB shared)
Optical Drive Options: DVD/CD-RW Combo, DVD+/-RW with Dual Layer DVD+R write capacity
Battery Options: 6-cell 53WHr Li-Ion Battery, 9-cell 80WHr Li-Ion Battery
Wi-Fi Options: Dell Wireless 1390 802.11g Mini Card Wireless, Dell Wireless 1490 802.11a/g Mini Card Wireless, Intel Pro/Wireless 3945 802.11 a/b/g Mini Card
Bluetooth built-in
Wide Area Network / Cell Communication Options
Dell Wireless 5700 Mobile Broadband (CDMA EVDO) Mini-Card for Verizon Wireless service
Dell Wireless 5500 Mobile Broadband (3G HSDPA) Mini-Card for Cingular service
Ports and Slots: ExpressCard 54, 5-in-1 Memory Card Reader, Dual headphone jacks, VGA video output & S-Video with SPDIF & component video via S-Video dongle, IEEE 1394 (Firewire), 4 USB 2.0, Optional A/V Communications Package including: integrated 1.3 mega pixel rotating web cam, directional microphone, modem, ethernet,
Premium noise isolation ear buds included when AV Communication option is selected
Operating System Options: Microsoft Windows XP Home, Microsoft Windows XP Media Center Edition 2005, Microsoft Windows XP Professional
Media Direct software installed for quick boot up to play movies, music and view photos on your hard drive, optical drive or external storage devices
Weight: Starting at 4.4lbs with 6-cell Li-Ion battery
Dimensions: Depth 220.98 mm (8.7 inches) 11.7-inches x 8.7-inches x 1.2-inches (W x D x H)

some crap and jargon... i jus think its really pretty and that its small and well i just like it.... hehehe

thursday

as i was driving on the highway yesterday, you know the bit after gdg, to go to tungku, if u go straight go to the airport. This white corona on my left, swerves in front of me, GOOD THING i braked, almost hit me, the idiot....

then whover the hell he is he decides that hes gonna move to the next lane g.... so that he can go straight to the direction of the airport... swerve ia lagi... and he sideswips this car...

BEST BIT

BULIH!!!! he doesnt even stop... bulih ia continue ja ok lah, ada ia terbrake DIKIT, just to pause n say, "eh, terkana............." and zooms off... WHAT THE HELL... gila jua tu.


survey time:


WHOS WORSE

1. Mr Haji man in the white kijang, yang don give a shit, pasal ketanya buruk dah so another hit doesnt make a difference

2. The really careful WOMAN (aka luan careful memberi sakit ati) careful tapi nda check blindspot, arah traffic light brake mengajut.... or mebe ia gigiran so terbrake terbrake as part of her gigiran YO.......

3. Orang baru dapat lesen, prasaan handal tapi INDA!!!!

AND knapa kamu semua nda handal pakai ROUNDABOUT d kiulap atukan... tell me what happens... as soon as u reach it, everything uve ever learnt flies out the window, common sense and roundabout doesnt MIX. maaaaaaannnnnnn............


We finally released our first single with two upcoming artists, Azeem and njae... watch out folks they the way forward, they gonna rock your socks, handle your candles and everything else.....


projectunes

-music reinvented-



Thanks Syaheed, the program really worked wonders.......

Yasz I be working on the song some more later.... ayte.... (I need to use my ebonics, cause they dont fully grasp the meaning unless i do) yo yo wassup, wassguuuddd, ghetto, homeboy, homies inthe cell.... yo yo yo

payah jua eh..... hehehe....

ITS ALL GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDD.............

jus a thought

as im sitting here, well lying on my bed, enjoying my cigarette of the hour, yes MR PRODUCER, Im still smoking so us getting married not gonna happen......... hahaha

was just scrolling through my msn contacts... its amazing how many different ways we try to relay how we feel through our little msgs, well some arent that little... some r bloody long... hey i dont think i could ever sound as smart or creative, lately my creativity is a bit nonexistant........ and i still havent mastered the skill of using my thesaurus as well as some of uz out der....

but it got me thinking, u ever seen those 'PUNKS' walking around the mall...... hey I salute how brave u guys r... I wouldnt leave my house looking like dat. One thing though... U know how u 'PUNKS' out der have those tshirts promoting NAZis and such... Do u actually realise that the whole thing was about how one race was superior to the rest of us? HELLO....... I dont really see many asian nazis... did they even exist back then... ok fine the Japanese were in cahoots wth the whiteys but....... they still werent known as nazis.. wait a minute, im gonna have to research this before I make a fool of myself.......... hehehe... I have a point but will make it in a later post..........

see, u shouldnt try to act smarter then u r.... then the above happens...... hehehe

must rectify this later


PS JENNY AGREES WITH ME, PAULA U R AGRO SOMETIMES... hahaha...... Im glad to see u finally know how to use ur google chat thingymabob.... congratulations... but SERIOUSLY 545am.... i was asleep

pressure

I never realised how many GOOD blogs are out there.... You must must read memoirs of a poklen.... the addie is http://memoirsofapoklen.blogspot.com if u have time go check it out. If you dont have time go make some. Especially if you bruneian... whoever Ziq and Maya are... you guys ROCK man.... Now I dont have to rack my brain when people ask me bout Bruneians... Well the whole blog says alot about bruneian humor... and how BITCHIN' is part of our culture, but at least Ziq and Maya have made it readable, they are the poklen experts of the millenium.

(if u wanna know what POKLEN means.... go read the blog)

OK fine, alot of it is their opinion, but alot of people do agree what, although silently, they have just put into words what alot of us have thought for ages. Funny shit....

So yeah, had the opportunity to sit with someone who wants to put an end to piracy in Brunei. Good luck dude.... And it was really refreshing to actually get a lecture about how kedai communist is a haven for thieves. Considering u used to go der urself... hehehe....Are you sure you Bruneian... Amazing how many different arguments he had to get his point across.... But Im sure he had his own motive.... You would think hes gonna start selling original DVDs or something.... hehehe.... Dude, you do know that alot of tourists look forward to visiting our fake HMV.... we're actually very well known for it... That, oil and young girls that sell themselves for $20 recharge cards, oh yeah and our rainforests....

WEDDINGS

How many of you actually go to weddings? Seriously, For those who dont have families yet or are still unmarried, unless its a friend, u really cant be arsed to go to your aunty's anak buah punya laki's biras's nini's cousin twice removed's son's wedding..... The argument is always, 'jangan catu lai, karang udah ko kahwin nada orang mau datang!' Im thinking thats OK what, I dont know them, they dont know me, save me alotta money what.... hehehe... Why is there so much emphasis on one moment in a couples life, oh oh, you mean if we take out a loan and spend enough to buy two houses on fancy schmancy baju and pelamin and food and GIFTS then my husband will never ever stray and we will live happily ever after.... really? OK DEN...


one of my friends is still paying off the loan he took out to pay for his wedding, and he is now divorced..... COOL rite.....

and I wouldnt wanna keep those makciks from making their very KATOKed bajus and when else can they wear their jewelry.... kesian jua tu.... I mean hello, HIGHLIGHT kaliah..... The hustle and the bustle of making baju, and make sure enough kain for their anak, mesti matching kali ah, kalau inda they wont be able to recognise them.... hehehe....


But the BEST bit is, no its not when the bride and groom come out to say hi under the archway yg kan gugur luan banyak bunga plastic... Its when these wonderful makciks whip out der little plastics so they can tapau the food, its like, can u at least wait until kami we actually taken some of it first, udahtah they eating for free, rangka lagitu, well im not saying the food is that great... tapi apakan, we have to make sure we have enough rations kah? some of them dont need the extra food what... ok im sorry... advice to wedding planners, please dont provide gifts that dont fit the terima kasih plastic properly, any extra space can be used to fit grapes, oranges or kuih.... I


m not making this shit up, I dont know where to look sometimes, you'd think if they can afford the 10 solid gold bracelets around both their wrists, the numerous rings on their fingers and the many many necklaces they wear at the same time.... not forgetting the bruneian version of bling, the heavy ass wapaks, some of them bigger then the kids wearing them, kesian u know, the kids just wanna run around and play... at least they'll have really strong necks im thinking so they can eventually elevate them selves to the multi-necklace trend that u must follow once u older... all in the name of good training i say....

Next time you at a wedding, or panggilan..... after everyone starts eating, look at your watches, its the race of wiggle wiggle, fuss fuss, fidget fidget....... on your marks get set gooooooooo... siapa paling laju get up and go.... I mean, youve got your present, plus as many others as u can get off the people giving them away at the entrance, "anak ku lagi lai drumah, c anu, yg nda dapat dtg", given your $2 in the envelope left over from hari raya, or the one youve specially printed with your name, even though nda jua banyak isinya.... tapaued some food... go home la ah.... you deserve it, it must be tiring to lug all that around, plus the jewerly, the KATOK on your baju, the effort you made on your hair (saloon with some chinese name) or tudong, cause u r a religious woman to the maximal.... and all that bitching and telling story.... aiyo... u need your rest....


Im thinking ive made enough effort on my post.... happy now RANO... pressure wa.... I should have made up a fake blog name la.... hahaha

ITS ALL GOOD...........

NEW GENERATION

AS PROMISED, PICTURES FROM ZARA's BIRTHDAY PARTY YESTERDAY....

paula, alfie and sofiya are bang ryzels kids... wafiy is bang jops son....



Me and czarena decided that we were gonna take our 'anak buah' out yesterday... every single time it wears me out, I dunno how parents do it... hahaha.... me n czarena were so tired.....


But i love buying clothes for kids, they so cute, I didnt really get a chance to wen my two nieces were growing up.... mebe cause they were always TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO big for their age.... (if u know what i mean)


Im sorry.... just being honest.....


but yeah... baby cons r damn cute.....

whining.........

SERIOUSLY PAULZ?

I have reread my posts, yes some maybe a bit melodramatic... but whining? come on.... SERIOUSLY.....

I dont think so.... hahaha... u ah.... just picking fight la.... wait a minute, ok fine... YES im going through a seperation with this whole cigarette thing ayte.... something thats been with me for 12 years.... hahaha

But today has been an ok day wat.... apart from the fact that someone says i whine... I hate that word.... why do i hate that word? cause its true i do whine... damn it...

Im not gonna whine la.... mebe complain once in a while... hehehehe....

Paula so AGRO.... hahaha

anyways, we be working on the studio tonight... hahaha, I downloaded some chords from the internet... cant be that hard considering i used to play piano as a kid.... well ok fine its gonna be a trial, but im gonna give it a shot.....

Its so weird that I don have a gig coming up.... but am taking that all in stride....

Has anyone noticed that everything usually comes full circle.... well in a way...

I started with hans and asif and now they back in my life........

Ka racheal has now got an offer to work in KL for a while.... thats where she started

And paula is back in Singapore.... Weird.........

Think about it........

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CZARENA

IM GUILTY AS HELL........ I know its late sweetheart... Im sorry...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CZARENA........

it was on the first....

you still my favourite person in the whole world, universe, galaxy.............


love u

saturday

i am so lazy..... wats my problem.... I seriously need to get some motivation... this sucks ass man... I hate this feeling....


How is it some people can just make a decision and stick with it... huh... tell me this can or not.... right now im trying to focus on the slowing down of the smoking business......

Next step is to actually get my ass into a gym... hello.... weight loss is not magic.....

I downloaded this book.... from burnthefat.com.... Yasz if it works tou better download it too boi..... hahaha....

well another day, another dollar... wat a load of crap.... hahaha..... another day another internal war in my head more like it....

ok, seriously must go to work today........

episode 13

YEAH BABY........... we watched episode 13 of heroes last night........

seriously im hooked... this is why i hate watched tv series...... I hate waiting for the next episode to come out....

NOW its like, come on 14, 14, hurry it up..........





But anyways.......... I am so spoiling my nephew. too much...... but he's so cute, its worth it... hahaha......



I got him this really cute tshirt from mothercare.... sleeping is for grown ups.... CUTENESS.... cause we going to a birthday party this sunday... and he has to wear red... hahaha and with his really cute baby levis and his cons.... so CUTE!!!


I will definately post up some pics of him..... because hes so cute, nobody minds... i know this... hahaha

projecTUNES

Hard at work..............

Mixing and mastering is a bitch.......... Tedious, but any songs we put on pelangi has to be local, from the composing to the mastering........ obviously azeem is on the verge of giving up.... hahaha........ adi is still hard at work

our little secret is our two guardians that watch over us........ keep us company in the studio......