Monday, February 18, 2008

its been a while

WOW, i must say its been ages......

Ive been going through this whole clingy thing, its disgusting man, i dont get it sometimes. What is it about us women...... Well I must state for a fact that not all women are the same.... So as usual Im going to be talking about myself.....

But yeah, I mean, its hard having to get used to things, I mean, I remember who i was before i got married, but its like that person sorta kinda doesnt fit anymore. Im not sure but I heard a couple of women go through the same thing after marriage.

its so weird maybe its the age thing as well, but I used to go out every night, hang out until the early hours of the morning.... Not a very healthy life.

Nowadays, Im at home or out with my husband..... and you know what happens when you do that... you have no more stories to tell... you become this really boring boring person....

Now i understand what happens the first year.... The man just goes ahead and continues his life, ok thats horrible he changes too la... hahaha... but Ive been going through this whole be a good wife thing and ask permission and shit, but then of course you lose that really exciting person your man fell inlove with... hahahaha

and i said I would never ever be this person..... thats why you should never say never....

thats why I have realised that I need to get my life back in order, not that my life is a mess now, but seriously you need to go out, you need to be independant, cause these silly little men, dont want a clingy wife......and as my friend 'SMALL' says we gotta keep the men on their feet cause if you dont they tend to take you for granted. and they dont realise this at all.... they are men after all, they only keep track of how dirty the car is.... we are the emotional over analysing monsters, and have i mentioned assumption.... oh man, I have had some very good conversations in my head about what goes on.....

another interesting conversation i had on saturday was that paranoia affects anyone and can affect everyone!!!!!! But sometimes its just your PMS or the hormone contraceptive you're on, cause ladies, that stuff just plays with your mind like nobody's business........ hahahaha....