ELIZA N HANI

this post is for two birthday girls..................................


HAPPY SMASHING BIRTHDAY TO ELIZA ELAINE

22ND APRIL

AND TO HANI

25TH APRIL

and since the two of you have decided that you both need to lose weight...... ELIZA uve had ur double chin since birth, have you noticed how uve always had it.... and ure still skinnyminny... NO ONE IN THIS ENTIRE WORLD BELIEVES U NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT..... where kan your fat? MACAM NADA SAJA................

and HANI, 25 time to feel ALIVE...... youve been very lucky babe...... god loves you so much that he got rid of a certain pile of DOODOO from your life....... and im sure u realise this.......

HANI, youre not FAT dumb ass bitch, you are robust, like a DAMN GOOD CUP OF JOE nobody actually enjoys LOW-FAT beverages ya know......

SO IN TRIBUTE TO YOUR IDIOTIC NOTIONS OF LOSING WEIGHT I HAVE DEDICATED THE FOLLOWING FOR YOUR ENDEAVOUR................

SOMETIMES LIFE AINT AS SWEET AS IT SHOULD BE, SO GOD INVENTED CAKE.....

YUM YUM...........

HAHAHA..............

LOVE UZ..............

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may all of us bitches get those bad boys with good hearts.. n not be deceived by the good boys with the black hearts

i got a great comment from a friend.............. someone who is right now going through something............ who was a wonderful person as is.... BUT decided, 'as all us girls do' that we dont deserve 'NICE' guys, cause we dont wear tudongs, cause we've had a slighty wild history, that we should change and try to be 'AYU".....

okay maybe some of you cant relate, but Im sure you're not reading this anyways..... hehehe

so yeah, my friend was so ECSTATIC about being with a 'NICE" guy, a 'GOOD' guy........ That she forgot how cool she was herself and decided she had to change.....

why do we always do this.... Instead of waiting for people to judge us, we do it ourselves..... and we decide we are not worthy....its a bit crazy dont you think.......

GOOD AND BAD

As a Bruneian woman, I have had to endure getting compared to GOOD girls on a regular basis.....


and no matter how we try there is always the underlying tone of condescension.... How a GOOD girl acts, how she will wear a tudong, how she will be covered up..... BUT i think its time for us Bruneians to finally see the truth that you should never judge anyone by their cover......




I am not trying to say that all chicks that r covered up are not good, please dont get me wrong, BUT i have met some ppl along the way that never cease to surprise me.... That no matter how 'AYU' or baik USULNYA...... rupa2nya..... its all an act......




HEY, this is only just WOMEN, even the MEN here.....

They act like we have to prove that we are worthy for them, that the woman must be perfect.... RELIGIOUS, pure and clean history, kalau bulih the less the history the better....

Has anyone ever really looked at what makes a happy marriage, relationship, whatever.... How come we never look at, PERSONALITY, COMPASSION and for me most importantly INTEGRITY....... Lets start looking on the inside of people and stop deciding before they even open their mouths that we dont like them.....


So how about we do this…… You might think that Im the …….. GASP…….



THE DEVIL



And I am a BAD GIRL


But at least im honest, what you SEE is what you GET. ALL I NEED TO SAY NOW, IS FOR THOSE OUT THERE WHO FEEL IM BEING HARSH, THEN UVE NEVER BEEN WHERE IVE BEEN, I SPEAK FROM MY EXPERIENCE AND MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY SO UZ CAN ALL JUST....................

HELLO

This post is especially for YANI............

babe, Im fine, Im sorry Ive disappeared off the face of the planet, but Im finally in a relationship..... its amazing.... SERIOUSLY..... after seven years of bullshit.... Im finally with someone worthwhile..... So now sweetheart, Im as boring as you and monster.... HAHAHA....

Its weird how before I'd wanna tell everyone about the smallest detail, now I dont wanna jinx it... BUT, he's making up for the seven years... I kid you not.....

I finally get to be in a mature relationship.... can you bloody believe it?

I never realised how transparent I am to my family and close friends, Ive heard comments on how I was bitter, a cynic, how everyone saw through my facade.... And I thought I was doing alright GOD DAMN IT....... hahaha, but its great babe....

Hopefully get to visit you people in the near future, and I'll definately bring the bugger along.... Give my love to monsta n tisha......

I was having a conversation with my most FAVOURITE person in the world just now and she said something that just rang a bell......

"You know how we always said we would never need a man, well maybe cause we never met the right MAN."

AMAZING the amount of crap you come up with while having coffee, but this was so true, I just couldnt ignore it....


Its true I dont need ANY man, but I do WANT this one.....

PMS

I seriously am PMSing.... for all you women out there you know what Im talking about..... Im annoyed with so many people around me right now....


Even strangers, I need to get a grip..... SERIOUSLY


Im gonna take a deep breath and just gonna let this all go.......... Dont look for problems right????

But yeah, LIFE IS FANTASTIC........ I dont think it could get any better....

Thank you god..... I am thankful for everything.... its amazing....