ainul

AINUL ........ babe havent heard from in ages

"I forgot you have to accomodate that other person in your life, I think Ive forgotten how to do it..... Make room but not lose yourself... HELLO, once you lose who you used to be, the person that attracted him in the first place is gone.But Its all worth it, RIGHT?"


Its amazing the number of people that read my blog.... hahaha.... Its just a place that i ramble you know....

But its true what ainul says....... Its hard to accomodate the other person in your life.... Well not hard but ultimately, u gotta juggle some stuff around.... and stuff you thought were an essential part of day to day, you realise, arent priorities anymore.....

and i think well maybe cause I was alone, I needed to keep myself busy......

But when uve been single for as long as i have, you kinda have an illusion of MAGIC and background music from your latest romance movie.... HELLO havent heard it yet.... hahaha...

Ive read many many books and many many magazines and articles, you name it, ive read it.... But I will agree to that book...... 'HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU'

believe me its so true.... when the man is into you... you will know... and ive been ovecompensating for years and years, making up excuses, putting in all the effort, one sided affairs.... its almost embarassing, but its the truth

BIG N LONG

SERIOUSLY............. u ave a filthy mind..... I meant words la......


But was thinking bout it....... gimme a man that knows how to use BIG words and Im interested...... pathetic, I know......


Some chicks go for money, some looks, the strength in his back, the width of his shoulders, the car, the list goes on and on... YES YES im picky......


Wait a minute, ok fine i gotta be into the guy first den the big and long works..... if not just another smart alec that needs to be ignored.... MAAAANNNNNNN women r weird, but what im trying to say is that smart guys, witty and funny even if they sometimes cans of corn ie lame-o. they get the thumbs up from me.........


OH GOD gimme a man that can stimulate me physically and mentally....... PERFECT..... notice how i didnt mention MONEY..... hehehe


the lifelong question of money or love......... WELL i pick love, cause the man gotta be smart if he aint i aint gonna love him..... hahaha....


But this is something that ive been into for ages, a man that can get me to listen to him, says alot, someone that gets me to shut up another amazing thing......... I like to discuss things, yes mebe becomes a bit heated or AGRO, but hey its fun......... its just me alrite, I aint asking u to agree..... Im just stating my opinion, YES..... dont read la if it really bothers u... my blog baby, I can say what i want......


Those close to me know this, the number times my friends have said so and so not right for me..... and i ask why, and the answer is always along the lines of, cause he just too dumb for u ding.... evil but true