ramble (11-28-06)

pushed and pulled,

inside outside every direction

reality is a bitch

cant think straight

cant decide

paralyzed, dumbstruck

who are you?

who am I?

chose, run, hide, face it, confront it

too hard, too hard

help me as i spiral deeper into a bottomless abyss

every wrong decision makes me weak, too weak to hold on

too weak to climb up

ascend out of hopelessness is my only wish

a saviour is my one dream

why me why me........

a second too long and i wont make it

insanity the easy road to a hard life

integrity, honesty and common sense

responsibility, life, love, hate

10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4 ,3, 2....................1...... breathe

ITS ENOUGH