thinking
have u ever thought about ur purpose in life? why were u born? why were u given what ever talents or attributes u possess? why is ur journey so different from those around u? or too similar its scary?
when i say attributes, be it a high IQ, a great personality, musical or artistic talent, even physically, height, beauty, health, how come some are in possession of more worldly goods then others?
Have u ever taken a step back, and just really looked objectively at your life and others around u? sounds like im comparing, but maybe sometimes u gotta.
the grass is always greener........ but is it just our perception that makes it so....
I realised that nobody leads a perfect life. If they're rich then something else is missing, a husband and wife with a perfect marriage may never be blessed with children, perfect families maybe wont have enuff to go around, nerds are rarely pretty, physically perfect people may not have very easy lives, the list goes on and on........
but we rarely remember to appreciate our own experiences. Instead we tend to focus on what we dont have, what we want to have, what we're working towards instead of enjoying what we alredi have. be it health, wealth, friends, family, job satisfaction, love..........
one year ago my world stopped, and I suddenly had to face many things. But was also given alot in return..........
but what i hate is how my perception has changed, I am more suspicious of people, their motives. But who can blame me, you guys are changing too......... Some too obvious its painful to my soul......... Now u think im worthy, after all this now im worthy.... WHAT!!!!
the others work hard to keep things as they are, I see it, dont worry and i love you for trying so hard............ but we are only human and we too err.... but i forgive u, i dont hold it against u.............
But Ive changed too........ I feel it. I dont want it to happen, some things r for the better. but some of it is not good, but remember your promises.........
PULL ME DOWN, PULL ME BACK......... help me realise................
when i say attributes, be it a high IQ, a great personality, musical or artistic talent, even physically, height, beauty, health, how come some are in possession of more worldly goods then others?
Have u ever taken a step back, and just really looked objectively at your life and others around u? sounds like im comparing, but maybe sometimes u gotta.
the grass is always greener........ but is it just our perception that makes it so....
I realised that nobody leads a perfect life. If they're rich then something else is missing, a husband and wife with a perfect marriage may never be blessed with children, perfect families maybe wont have enuff to go around, nerds are rarely pretty, physically perfect people may not have very easy lives, the list goes on and on........
but we rarely remember to appreciate our own experiences. Instead we tend to focus on what we dont have, what we want to have, what we're working towards instead of enjoying what we alredi have. be it health, wealth, friends, family, job satisfaction, love..........
one year ago my world stopped, and I suddenly had to face many things. But was also given alot in return..........
but what i hate is how my perception has changed, I am more suspicious of people, their motives. But who can blame me, you guys are changing too......... Some too obvious its painful to my soul......... Now u think im worthy, after all this now im worthy.... WHAT!!!!
the others work hard to keep things as they are, I see it, dont worry and i love you for trying so hard............ but we are only human and we too err.... but i forgive u, i dont hold it against u.............
But Ive changed too........ I feel it. I dont want it to happen, some things r for the better. but some of it is not good, but remember your promises.........
PULL ME DOWN, PULL ME BACK......... help me realise................
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