i feel like im trapped and have no where to go...... this is the problem of being able to see both sides of a story.........

to follow my dreams.........

or to live with my responsibilities........

im scared.... but finally i have the courage. now comes the hard part................

why are decisions so hard to make. the consequences i can handle when it comes to me. its the people around me that are gonna be affected that worries me....... but sometimes we just gotta be selfish right?

shut up jae........ yes ure right.............

the end of altruism.......... the end of almost everything i believe in..... MELODRAMATIC or what....... but hey im a woman.... and i can always blame PMS....... beautiful.......

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