GRATEFUL (22/07/06)

I just finished a show yesterday........... Wat an amazing experience. The best bit was i got to finally get to know all these different ppl........ different artists, dancers, crew, musicians, producers the whole kit and caboodle.......................

OK fine. I'm also hoping that these people finally got a chance to get to know me.......... and forget about their previous perception of me. On, behind, in front and beside the stage. I honestly had a great time

yes..... I know I shouldn't be worrying about that, but in a way it feels good to prove people wrong. Or at least give a concrete basis not to like me not just on assumption and their over-active imagination........... Hehehe..........

But yeah, it was a fantastic experience............ its funny..... I have been wanting to be a part of these kinda shows for ages now. Ironically, last year, i decided that I wasn't interested anymore. Its so funny how life always gives you what you NEED not what you WANT..............

But I'm glad that I'm at the place in my life where I'm willing to try anything, hahahaha,,,, Even do traditional songs which i so suck at.............. I think it comes with age..... as the years pass by you stop worrying bout Wat ppl think and as long as you're comfortable and happy u don't really care..............

MY BELIEFS AND PRIORITIES 5-10 YEARS AGO ARE SO UNIMPORTANT AND INCONSEQUENTIAL NOW........ Its hilarious.................

don't believe me. you think about what used to truly truly upset you when you were 5 or 10 years younger.... like if a friend doesn't call you back straight away or if they wouldn't go out you'd get really upset..... Now you realise, they have a life, you have a life and we still friends what.......... Those who don't agree with me are liars, too young or just pretending... hahahaha