FIRST

im sick n tired of posting in friendster. theres only so much u can do there. and so........ ive decided to finally join the millions and millions of uz out there and have something of my own......

have you ever realised that your thoughts, no matter how they sound to you, will always always be misinterperated by those certain someones...... and no matter how u try to express them vocally, it still doesnt work, body language, eye contact. too much to think about......... ugh.....

but why does this work so well? the random literal vomitage of words on your screen. purging your soul, the more you type, the better you feel, what is it? addictive? true..........

not for the lack of frens....... those i have in abundance, and i appreciate and love each and everyone of u in my own way............but if they had to listen to every thought i had i wouldnt have any friends left.......

let me think

let me breathe

set me free

i just wanna be