Thursday, June 28, 2007

PAVLOVA

oh my god............ so im extremely lucky that I used to be babysat by pablo.... hehehe........


and since my wedding is coming up he's so gonna hook me up with a cake.......

since my mother like his sister from another mister we got a sample............... all uz people out der dont you dare use this against him.... If he introduced you to grease and a fish called wanda and my very first taste of smoked salmon, at the age of 12, then oklah.... but since u havent hahahahaha............

ok thats not important......

He brought over this wonderful, amazing, fantastic, like like clouds melting on your tongue and although it does taste as good as if u had bought it at the best pavlololova sop.......

it tastes like it just came out of the oven, fresh, and the best bit is, is that it tastes like something homemade. Like as bess as ur mothers best dish.... u know what i mean.... ok look at this...............

so it tastes better then u can think can even imagine.........................


like u know how sophisticated elegant people are considered cold ani sophisticated but got ray of sunshine......

look, go order one, and u'll understand......

THANKS TO THE BESTEST PERSON.............. pablo............ I IS LOVING YOU THE MOSTERED YOU KNOW!!!!!!!!



pablo.......... pavlova..........pablo pavlova.....................

but seriously..... im so gonna blog about it later............ but wanna spend time picking the right words to decribe the partyinmymouth, exquiste taste of the pavlova.......


WAIT AH WAIT

Saturday, June 23, 2007

the things ppl say

I just received a text from my cousin...... A supposed friend had messaged her...... trying to as usual to make her feel bad about herself.... I dont understand why people like this exist.....


to add on, He decided to put my name in the text and then cause HE is like the 'BEST' at relationships, decides to say how my relationship now is a joke..... WOW......

Its amazing how stupid people are when they think they smart......

Its amazing how people think they can make opinions on things they know nothing about.... Between me and Saizul we have hundreds of friends, old friends new friends, friends that have become family..... and these are people who will protect us and we will protect them..... These people have hung out with us and seen us together and we have had nothing but comments like, Im so happy ure happy..... U guys r good for each other blah blah blah....

But the important thing is that no matter what one person says or many..... We have no right to predict the downfall of a relationship, well mebe when ure 12.... when you think u know everything but actually know NOTHING.......

Ive had my share of history and I know this is different.......... But its not important... Whats important is that you, I feel sorry for you sweetheart, I hope one day you can take a long long look at yourself and realise that karma is real.... and I apologise that you have had such a hard life, and this has made you bitter and cynical..... I was almost like you anyone can be... I guess I have to thank my lucky stars..... Yes maybe to you my relationship is a joke, but hey Im happy and its something that feels right.

hehehe.... everyone says how i used to be bitter and cynical..... and I never realised it.... but I guess its something we all go through.....

I wish you the best....................

Friday, June 22, 2007

from KL to singapore

since we were coming from KL at 11pm wednesday, we decided that we wanted to stay somewhere close to the airport...... when u hear the words CONCORDE INN... you think yeah man......

I forgot to notice the word INN...... oh well, you know how ppl look fantastic in touchedup photographs... well well... places look fantastic too when you know how to take pictures.....
looks nice right???? well wen we got there I felt like it was a HOSTEL...... hehehe.......


since i had to go buy my antaran in two days, I decided to stay at marriott, ngalih beh...... and Im not disappointed at all.....




singapore has the best service...... they make sure we happy, they make sure we comfortable and HELLO.... efficient anibah.... I love love love singapore

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

MEN ARE JUST WOMEN SOMETIMES


Yup its true.................most definately!!!!!!

Men are just women sometimes......................


I need some comments yeah, Im sure I'll get some..........

I think Im such a woman when I cant lift a humungously heavy massive thingamabobby.... TRUE? TRUE!!!!!

And when I run away and totally and absolutely FREAKOUTHAVEABFSWEARMYHEADOFF if there's a baby lizard on my windshield while im driving...........

hehehe...............

But when it comes to getting an injection........... I have never heard of a woman not getting it..... BUUUUUUUUUTTTTTTTTTTTTTT I have known men that will have to be forced to do it..........

Remember when mummy had to put medicine on your cut as a kid???? NNNNOOOWWW cause we worried of the TETANUS, it getting infected and what not we go to clean it at least and always put disinfectants......... RIGHT!!!!!

Well the number of men that dont wanna even put medicine on a wound!!!!!! hehehehe............


OK OK......


I WILL NOW STATE MY OPINION!!!!!!


I will state this statement with the confidence this confident statement deserves!!!!!!


I have no knowledge how this came about..... But the baddest men make the best fathers!!!! You know those reformed bad boys? The ones your mummy and friends and aunties and cousins and ninis and boyfriends would tell you to stay away from????

They love love love love love their children!!!! Im serious!!!! I will even go as far as saying my late daddy was a good example!!!! He would always chose his children over his woman.... My friends who have married BAD BOYS! They love their children, yes they may be a tad OVER-PROTECTIVE... like OOOOOOOOOOOOO-VEEEEEEERRRRRRRRR ani bah. TOO MUCH you know!

But these are the men that will go out just him and his child to hang out with his friends!!!! or just to go out.... these are the ones that spend time with their kids and be worried if they were upset....

I have heard of these GOOD BOYS too you know.... Im not onesidedstory ler. They spend so much time being GOOD? That kids should be seen and not heard. These are the ones that MAKE SURE their kids are number one in school through anger and tuition. ok I'll stop....

But I must make clear something, the BADBOYS im talking about is not the kambang kambang ones those ones im not sure..... The ones Im definate about are the BADBOYS that drink, party, know so many people its crazy BUT siok sendiri, inda ngacau orang unless they kana kacau first!!!! Youve seen them right theres always a group of them amongst the other other ones!!!! They the ones that dont care and do what they want..........

HEY!!!! how many of are you out there? If you got time to read you can drop me a comment or something yeah..... and gimme ur addies too.....

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

its been a while

ok ok...... Yes I havent blogged for awhile...... Its hard to blog when theres so many thoughts going through your head that you dont exactly know what to blog about specifically.....

As many of you have heard, Im getting hitched, married I am tying the knot..... the marriage knot?.....

before I go on.... I have read books and articles and emails and was an avid follower of astrology...... But I will say that the one thing that rang true was that book.....

'He's not that into you'

And it goes on and on about how we women on a whole should stop making excuses about our men in our lives... its true.... the uncountable number of failed relationships Ive had to go through... The pain, the hurt, the not knowing the over analyzing....... the what ifs, when wills, if onlys, i wishes..... ok Im gonna stop... but you get what I mean right.....

The point of this post........... TA-DA..........


(the following is my opinion ok, you all dont ambil hati until you angry )

We as women, ok fine to be politically correct the majority of us out there, Im talking Brunei chicks ok.......... We all rasa-rasahan western already, dont need a man la, can do it by ourselves la.......... If we really really look.... We all still malay you know.........

OK FINE!!!!! Sensitive bah you ppl.....


I thought I didnt need a man........... FEEL BETTER? hehehehe...............

anyways, we all have in our minds the perfect man, the perfect wedding..... but we never really think about what its gonna be like the day after we get married, can you grow old with this person, will I still wanna do him....... can I live with you day in and day out.... viceversa too you know......

And Ive realised it takes effort, and we gotta look at the big picture why does he have to be perfect if Im not..... hello stretchmarks, moodswings, pms I dont think I need to go on............

But one thing I know is that once a man promises to work on a marriage and always communicate, make effort and all that other stuff... He's got me.... and he does..... hehehe....

Its amazing the difference between someone thats been married and someone who has no idea.............. Single men here (my opinion) have these expectations of their future wives that are sometimes TOO MUCH............ T.M. bah!!!!!!

Im sure u all understand right......

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

the most dangerous place in the world

here ye here ye....... ladies and gentlemen I would like to introduce to you the


MOST DANGEROUS PLACE IN THE WORLD

ta-da.........................


the roundabout at Qlap..... you know it right.....

I would like to make a few clarifications, suggestions, observations.....

1. There is no LAW that says we can't go round more then once.... SERIOUSLY...... so instead of braking to a FULL-STOP to MEMAJAL to go into your exit in the middle of the roundabout if there is no opportunity just go round again..... KENAPAKAN KAMU ANI.... Do you suffer a rare disease of circlelitis, where if you go more then 360 degrees you die kah.... you die... huh huh..... I must say this... you ASSHOLES ARE CAUSING ACCIDENTS..... MOTHER EFFERS MAN......

2. I apologise for this next comment, you stupid woman drivers out there, you fuckers give women like me a bad rep, youre TOO CAREFUL, TOO SLOW, DONT KNOW HOW TO USE YOUR GOD DAMN SIDE MIRRORS....... WHY KAN WHY....... If someone is annoying me on the road, udah I pass by its always a woman....... ok fine, mebe Im exagerating, but you know what I mean, Its like your blind spot was never mentioned kah in your road test..... explain this to me please.....

3. Now you BASTARDS out there yang perasaan F1... agatah ke Sepangkah, ke mana kah, Japan GT kah, bulehkah buleh.... I apologise, I think we live in different dimensions, where you rasa-rasahan that you racing, we normal ppl just wanna go form point a to point b.... and you know what... your stupid little yellow signs, that say kalau paham bisai la, kalau ini kah itu kah... what ever.... it doesnt help in an accident stupid shits, insurance companies do not give you more benefits ok.... if you salah you salah....

4. This next one is more of a personal thing, but Im sure you have seen it or experienced it...... Why do I have to be so gagas cause the person behind me is running away from a fire or something......


EXAMPLE: remember the roundabout, sometimes I dont wanna die bah, sometimes I dont berani to kurang hajar want to keluar suka hati, mebe cause Im smart, mebe cause you only supposed to jalan if its safe.... It was in your road theory thingy.... REMEMBER.... Even if its a green light, we only supposed to go if we it is SE-LA-MAT...... you dont understand, SAFE bah SAFE d mutha tah banar kamu ani....


5. ok...... Just incase you didnt know.... kalau alot of cars waiting at the traffic intersection.... you know the place where roads cross each other ada light.... three colours... red, yellow and green.... JANGANTAH KAN AMBIL KESEMPATAN YO.... cause you know what if you langgar the red light then us whose turn is next have to wait till you A-HOLES pass then we can jalan..... so by that time we have only a few seconds left..... annoying right


6. illegal U-TURNS, cant you read signs kah..... do you know you can cause accidents


this means you can U-TURN


7. how bout you ppl yg cannot sabar, mesti jua kan potong jalan, Im in a hurry too you know.... I wanna get home too also... apakan kamu ani....


Ive decided that we Bruneians need to have courtesy on the road, so from today onwards I will be using my blog to applaud courteous and considerate drivers.....

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

areas in brunei

Ive just realised that BATU BESURAT is actually a cool place you know........





Alright, Ive been doing my research.............



did you know they got......



1. red canopy... got good food maaaaaaaannnnnn



2. they r gonna open an art store, but I peeked, yes I peeked it looks like a place for figurines and models and such.... cool shit



3. they got BAG STORI............ they got CHEAP bags and they all locally made.....



4. they got WARDROBES.... got nice clothes and stuff from ikea, some of the stuff you cant find at

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

wats wat

ever noticed how we as bruneians always seem to have an ever changing lingo that if you're not diligent can leave you behind faster than

well when I was still in school ages and ages ago..... the in thing was to say

M.T.K.I............. hahaha. oh the fun we had with that......

the different groups with their use of BRU-da, bro, yo, dude, babe, dang, daling.. its endless....

But for me its a tell-tale sigh of where i know you from and who you hang out with... example.....

DANG..... we all know who you hang out with when you start calling all female-like humanoids that... or who your friends spend time with..... dont forget the cool phrases and slang and code... hahaha.....

I think I have learnt my best SARCASM from these folk..... But understand if you dont have a good sense of humor and a tough skin you're better off without these fantastic fabolous femme fatales in your dreary lives.....

whilst hanging out with the band I had to introduce BRO and DALING in my everyday vocabulary.....

How come BRO sounds so kewl and then they turn around see you got tits and they call you SIS.... honestly speaking.... NADA RUGGED ler.... mebe its the way its said... SIS.... BE-ROW....mebe cause it sounds like SISSSSSY.... SISSSSTEM.....SISSSNOPSIS....... yeah I dont like it.....


Just to add, since when is..... BU-LEH and KALAU PAHAM BISAI so kewl, hahaha, yes I am guilty of using these phrases too...... They bring such sweet satisfaction, the emphasis we put on these phrases is amazing....... hahaha....

Thursday, May 17, 2007

Ive been seriously playing around with different things to blog about.... now that im here and at my laptop, Im blank blank blanketity blank blank blank..................

I think I wanted to talk bout


1. woman stalkers

2. mighty mouse

3. something interesting...... ah man.... I guess I'll just have to get back to you ppl......

Wednesday, May 9, 2007

CYSTS

WHAT ARE OVARIES?
The ovaries are a pair of organs in the female reproductive system. They are located in the pelvis, one on each side of the uterus, which is the hollow, pear-shaped organ where a baby grows. Each ovary is about the size and shape of an almond. The ovaries produce eggs and female hormones. Hormones are chemicals that control the way certain cells or organs function.

Every month, during the menstrual cycle, an egg is released from one ovary in a process called ovulation. The egg travels from the ovary through the fallopian tube to the uterus. The ovaries are also the main source of the female hormones estrogen and progesterone. These hormones influence the development of a woman's breasts, body shape, and body hair. They also regulate the menstrual cycle and pregnancy.



WHAT ARE OVARIAN CYSTS?

A cyst is a fluid-filled sac, and can be located anywhere in the body. On the ovary, different types of cysts can form. The most common type of ovarian cyst is called a functional cyst, which often forms during the normal menstrual cycle. Each month, a woman's ovaries grow tiny cysts that hold the eggs. When an egg is mature, the sac breaks open to release the egg, so it can travel through the fallopian tube for fertilization. Then the sac dissolves. In one type of functional cyst, called a follicular cyst, the sac doesn't break open to release the egg and may continue to grow. This type of cyst usually disappears within one to three months. A corpus luteum cyst, another type of functional cyst, forms if the sac doesn’t dissolve. Instead, the sac seals off after the egg is released. Fluid then builds up inside of it. This type of cyst usually goes away on its own after a few weeks. However, it can grow to almost four inches and may bleed or twist the ovary and cause pain. Clomid or Serophene, which are drugs used to induce ovulation, can raise the risk of getting this type of cyst. These cysts are almost never associated with cancer.

There are also other types of cysts:

Endometriomas. These cysts develop in women who have endometriosis, when tissue from the lining of the uterus grows outside of the uterus. The tissue may attach to the ovary and form a growth. These cysts can be painful during sexual intercourse and during menstruation.


Cystadenomas. These cysts develop from cells on the outer surface of the ovary. They are often filled with a watery fluid or thick, sticky gel. They can become large and cause pain.

Dermoid cysts. The cells in the ovary are able to make hair, teeth, and other growing tissues that become part of a forming ovarian cyst. These cysts can become large and cause pain.

Polycystic ovaries. The eggs mature within the follicles, or sacs, but the sac doesn't break open to release the egg. The cycle repeats, follicles continue to grow inside the ovary, and cysts form. For more information about polycystic ovaries, refer to our FAQ on Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome.
What are the symptoms of ovarian cysts?
Many women have ovarian cysts without having any symptoms. Sometimes, though, a cyst will cause these problems:

pressure, fullness, or pain in the abdomen
dull ache in the lower back and thighs
problems passing urine completely
pain during sexual intercourse
weight gain
painful menstrual periods and abnormal bleeding
nausea or vomiting
breast tenderness
If you have these symptoms, get help right away:

pain with fever and vomiting
sudden, severe abdominal pain
faintness, dizziness, or weakness
rapid breathing





How are ovarian cysts found?
Since ovarian cysts may not cause symptoms, they are usually found during a routine pelvic exam. During this exam, your doctor is able to feel the swelling of the cyst on your ovary. Once a cyst is found, the doctor may perform an ultrasound, which uses sound waves to create images of the body. With an ultrasound, the doctor can see how the cyst is shaped; its size and location; and whether it’s fluid-filled, solid, or mixed. A pregnancy test is also done. Hormone levels (such as LH, FSH, estradiol, and testosterone) may also be checked. Your doctor may want to do other tests as well.

To find out if the cyst might be cancerous, your doctor may do a blood test to measure a substance in the blood called CA-125. The amount of this protein is higher if a woman has ovarian cancer. However, some ovarian cancers do not make enough CA-125 to be detected by the test. There are also non-cancerous diseases that increase the levels of CA-125, like uterine fibroids and endometriosis. These non-cancerous causes of increased CA-125 are more common in women under 35, while ovarian cancer is very uncommon in this age group. For this reason, the CA-125 test is recommended mostly for women over age 35, who are at high risk for the disease and have a cyst that is partially solid.

How are cysts treated?
Watchful waiting. The patient waits and gets re-examined in one to three months to see if the cyst has changed in size. This is a common treatment option for women who are in their childbearing years, have no symptoms, and have a fluid-filled cyst. It also might be an option for postmenopausal women.

Surgery. If the cyst doesn’t go away after several menstrual periods, has gotten larger, looks unusual on the ultrasound, causes pain, or you’re postmenopausal, the doctor may want to remove it. There are two main surgical procedures:

Laparoscopy—if the cyst is small and looks benign on the ultrasound, your doctor may perform a laparoscopy. This procedure is done under general anesthesia. A very small incision is made above or below the navel, and a small instrument that acts like a telescope is inserted into the abdomen. If the cyst is small and looks benign, it can be removed.
Laparotomy—if the cyst is large and looks suspicious, the doctor may perform a procedure called a laparotomy. This procedure involves making bigger incisions in the stomach to remove the cyst. While you are under general anesthesia, the doctor is able to have the cyst tested to find out if the tissue is cancerous. If it is cancerous, the doctor may need to remove the ovary and other tissues that may be affected, like the uterus or lymph nodes.
Birth control pills. If you frequently develop cysts, your doctor may prescribe birth control pills to prevent you from ovulating. This will lower the chances of forming new cysts.

Can ovarian cysts be prevented?
Ovarian cysts cannot be prevented. Fortunately, the vast majority of cysts don’t cause any symptoms, are not related to cancer, and go away on their own. Talk to your doctor or nurse if you notice any changes in your period, pain in the pelvic area, or any of the major symptoms listed above. A pelvic exam, possibly with an ultrasound, can help determine if a cyst is causing the problem. If a woman is not seeking pregnancy and develops functional cysts, frequently, future cysts may be prevented by taking oral contraceptives, Depo-Provera, or Norplant.

When are women most likely to have ovarian cysts?
Functional ovarian cysts usually occur during the childbearing years. Most often, cysts in women of this age group are not cancerous. Women who are past menopause (ages 50-70) with ovarian cysts have a higher risk of ovarian cancer. At any age, if you think you have a cyst, it’s important to tell your doctor.

When to Seek Medical Care


A health care provider should be contacted if the following symptoms occur:

Fever
Abnormal pain or tenderness in the abdominal or pelvic area
Nausea or vomiting
Weakness, dizziness, or
fainting
Pallor or
anemia (possibly from loss of blood)
Abnormally heavy or irregular menstruation
Abdominal swelling or unusual increased abdominal girth
Abdominal pain if blood thinners such as
warfarin (Coumadin) are taken
Increased facial hair similar to a male pattern
High or
low blood pressure unrelated to medications
Excessive thirst or urination
Unexplained weight loss
A noticeable abdominal or pelvic mass


A WOMAN WITH THE FOLLOWING SYMPTOMS SHOULD GO IMMEDIATELY TO A HOSPITAL'S EMERGENCY DEPARTMENT

Weakness, dizziness, or faintness, especially from standing

Fainting

Persistent fever

Severe lower abdominal or pelvic pain

High or low blood pressure unrelated to medications

Excessive thirst or urination

Unexplained shoulder pain combined with abdominal pain
Persistent nausea and vomiting

Monday, May 7, 2007

Thursday, May 3, 2007

Are you tired of those asinine "friendship" poems with decent intentions, but never actually come close toreality? Well, here's a collection of promises that actually speak of true friendship.


1. When you are sad - I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad.
2. When you are blue - I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you.
3. When you smile - I will know you finally got laid.
4. When you are scared - I will rag on you about it every chance I get.
5. When you are worried - I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining.
6. When you are confused - I will use little words.
7. When you are sick - Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have.
8. When you fall - I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass.





Friendship is like pissing your pants, everyone can see it, but only you can feel the warmth.

Thursday, April 26, 2007

ELIZA N HANI

this post is for two birthday girls..................................


HAPPY SMASHING BIRTHDAY TO ELIZA ELAINE


22ND APRIL





AND TO HANI


25TH APRIL







and since the two of you have decided that you both need to lose weight...... ELIZA uve had ur double chin since birth, have you noticed how uve always had it.... and ure still skinnyminny... NO ONE IN THIS ENTIRE WORLD BELIEVES U NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT..... where kan your fat? MACAM NADA SAJA................





and HANI, 25 time to feel ALIVE...... youve been very lucky babe...... god loves you so much that he got rid of a certain pile of DOODOO from your life....... and im sure u realise this.......


HANI, youre not FAT dumb ass bitch, you are robust, like a DAMN GOOD CUP OF JOE nobody actually enjoys LOW-FAT beverages ya know......







SO IN TRIBUTE TO YOUR IDIOTIC NOTIONS OF LOSING WEIGHT I HAVE DEDICATED THE FOLLOWING FOR YOUR ENDEAVOUR................























SOMETIMES LIFE AINT AS SWEET AS IT SHOULD BE, SO GOD INVENTED CAKE.....



YUM YUM...........



HAHAHA..............



LOVE UZ..............




Monday, April 23, 2007

comment

may all of us bitches get those bad boys with good hearts.. n not be deceived by the good boys with the black hearts




i got a great comment from a friend.............. someone who is right now going through something............ who was a wonderful person as is.... BUT decided, 'as all us girls do' that we dont deserve 'NICE' guys, cause we dont wear tudongs, cause we've had a slighty wild history, that we should change and try to be 'AYU".....

okay maybe some of you cant relate, but Im sure you're not reading this anyways..... hehehe

so yeah, my friend was so ECSTATIC about being with a 'NICE" guy, a 'GOOD' guy........ That she forgot how cool she was herself and decided she had to change.....

why do we always do this.... Instead of waiting for people to judge us, we do it ourselves..... and we decide we are not worthy....its a bit crazy dont you think.......



Friday, April 20, 2007

GOOD AND BAD

As a Bruneian woman, I have had to endure getting compared to GOOD girls on a regular basis.....


and no matter how we try there is always the underlying tone of condescension.... How a GOOD girl acts, how she will wear a tudong, how she will be covered up..... BUT i think its time for us Bruneians to finally see the truth that you should never judge anyone by their cover......




I am not trying to say that all chicks that r covered up are not good, please dont get me wrong, BUT i have met some ppl along the way that never cease to surprise me.... That no matter how 'AYU' or baik USULNYA...... rupa2nya..... its all an act......




HEY, this is only just WOMEN, even the MEN here.....

They act like we have to prove that we are worthy for them, that the woman must be perfect.... RELIGIOUS, pure and clean history, kalau bulih the less the history the better....

Has anyone ever really looked at what makes a happy marriage, relationship, whatever.... How come we never look at, PERSONALITY, COMPASSION and for me most importantly INTEGRITY....... Lets start looking on the inside of people and stop deciding before they even open their mouths that we dont like them.....


So how about we do this…… You might think that Im the …….. GASP…….



THE DEVIL



And I am a BAD GIRL


But at least im honest, what you SEE is what you GET. ALL I NEED TO SAY NOW, IS FOR THOSE OUT THERE WHO FEEL IM BEING HARSH, THEN UVE NEVER BEEN WHERE IVE BEEN, I SPEAK FROM MY EXPERIENCE AND MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY SO UZ CAN ALL JUST....................









Thursday, April 12, 2007

HELLO

This post is especially for YANI............

babe, Im fine, Im sorry Ive disappeared off the face of the planet, but Im finally in a relationship..... its amazing.... SERIOUSLY..... after seven years of bullshit.... Im finally with someone worthwhile..... So now sweetheart, Im as boring as you and monster.... HAHAHA....

Its weird how before I'd wanna tell everyone about the smallest detail, now I dont wanna jinx it... BUT, he's making up for the seven years... I kid you not.....

I finally get to be in a mature relationship.... can you bloody believe it?

I never realised how transparent I am to my family and close friends, Ive heard comments on how I was bitter, a cynic, how everyone saw through my facade.... And I thought I was doing alright GOD DAMN IT....... hahaha, but its great babe....

Hopefully get to visit you people in the near future, and I'll definately bring the bugger along.... Give my love to monsta n tisha......

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

I was having a conversation with my most FAVOURITE person in the world just now and she said something that just rang a bell......


"You know how we always said we would never need a man, well maybe cause we never met the right MAN."



AMAZING the amount of crap you come up with while having coffee, but this was so true, I just couldnt ignore it....


Its true I dont need ANY man, but I do WANT this one.....


Tuesday, April 3, 2007

PMS

I seriously am PMSing.... for all you women out there you know what Im talking about..... Im annoyed with so many people around me right now....


Even strangers, I need to get a grip..... SERIOUSLY


Im gonna take a deep breath and just gonna let this all go.......... Dont look for problems right????

But yeah, LIFE IS FANTASTIC........ I dont think it could get any better....

Thank you god..... I am thankful for everything.... its amazing....